Weird Lately

Lately, I've felt somewhat depressed and I'm not even sure why. I don't like it. It could be because of trying to get in shape. I mean yes I feel good about myself for the most part. There's still the thing I'm most self conscious about which is my butt that isn't really doing what I want. I'm mad at myself because I keep making unhealthy decisions. I'm still staying in the 110-112 range, but still. I feel like the cellulite won't go away unless I eat even healthier. It's usually one thing that gets me per day. I just want it to go away. Last night to try and cheer myself up, I made a list of things that make me happy. It was kind of a nice/weird brain exercise that at the time actually did make me feel a little better. I just reread the list. Not the same effect, but still nice. I also kind of made it so I could get an idea of what I should do more of. Since you should do more of what makes you happy (according to Pinterest lol). It's funny how much of it had to do with fall/autumn and food.

I'm getting excited about the cabin trip though! We leave on the 18th. I know it's going to be really fun. It just needs to hurry up and get here.